Here, take this magical map, it contains all you could ever need to fulfilling the purpose of your life. You don't have to think about anything anymore, just follow the instructions and you will reach your destination, and in no time you will be living your dreams.
Wouldn't that be great? Have you ever wished someone would just come in and guide you out of the unknown territory of confusion and hand you a map of all the how's. Maybe you have even paid someone who said they'd take you there.
I wish I could say that I can give you that map, but that is something that only you can do and be.
Have you ever felt annoyed, jealous and even angry, when you look around you and it seems so unfair how for some it seems to be so easy to discover the purpose of their lives. How some were born with such gifts that it is just easy and simple to play, have fun, create, like children and make a lot of money having fun.
Then there is the rest of us, the outcasts, the rebels the ones even with plenty of skills and unique talents or with no such talents that seem to fit in anywhere in this world. After a good amount of trying and fighting for our space in this place often comes a time when it all explodes in one way or another.
The reality responds to our fighting and punches us with an iron fist. Time stops, we know it's over. There is no more fighting, because there is nothing to fight with or for. There is the emptiness, exhaustion, tiredness, loneliness, sadness, madness. It is between you and God alone.
The best part, there really is nothing to lose anymore.
That is the time the spirit awakens to the question, what is it that I am truly here for? That is also the time when we reach to the teacher, to the guides, to the solutions. We want someone to give us the answers right now. We desperately grasp to the seeming life lines, filled with promises of heaven on earth.
The rebel steps into the heroines path. For a moment there is a seeming clarity a sense of new hope in the unknown.
But the fall is evident, because the rebels heart is powerful. She came here to be free, truly free. She did not come to follow the steps of others. Within she knows that too.
As long as we are seeking anything from "the outside" we are still in the fight mode. As long as we are seeking for the purpose of our lives the further away from it we keep drifting.
Because this world can not give us something that we already have. It is impossible.
Have you done it, changed your scenery, friends, partner, jobs, career? Are you trying to get yourself the bigger house, the better husband, the better job, the smarter business, the dream life, so you can finally live on your purpose, serve more people and be happy?
Who wouldn't want to go for those things, right? Truth is there is nothing wrong with those things and if those things really would be of importance for you, you'd have it all already.
Why can I say this, because I know what it is like to be a rebel.
Just think about it, has money ever been the top priority of your life, have you focused all of your energy in studying money, the finances, investing and business. Have you committed your life into generating more money? If you would have, you'd already be living in another kind of financial reality.
Why you haven't done it, or why you have failed in it, is because you know there is more to life, more to you. You came here to help and to be of a greater contribution.
But why is that not working either you may be wondering? It seems to be working for others, why isn't it working for me? Despite of my great intentions of being in service, no one is willing to receive my help.
Because you are still fighting, the rebel wants to change things, the world, the people, you. She wants to help others out of their misery. She is still stuck in the wheel of polarities. Trying to get somewhere better. Trying to teach instead of being the student of the truth.
She is identifying herself through many outside things. She is identifying herself through her work, her business. She thinks her business needs to be about her or it is not genuine or authentic. That is what we hear a lot, that is what I have been talking about. But business is just business, no matter what the purpose of it is, no matter how authentic it may be in its appearance. It is here to serve people including yourself.
Your purpose is beyond the services you could ever offer. Your purpose is now. It is not in the future of your business or the arrival to your dream life. It simply is now.
This is the rebels heart. It won't leave you in peace until you see the truth you want to see. It won't allow you to settle for a life of lies. It won't stop or give up even if you did. She knows that she is the life, the change and she knows the only one she is here to help is herself.
That is the only way she knows the true abundance of her happiness is possible. Rebel is never stupid, even if she felt like that. She is smart, she is the heroine after all and she will save herself from the illusions of this reality. And why is that for sure, because she makes it so. She is brave and bruised and she goes there where no one else has gone before. For the awakened being there is nothing to change and no one to help, not even the self.
As long as there is the "if", that is as long as the rebel will fight. For the rebel "if" means no, no we are not there yet. As long as there is the "if I get the clients", "if I get this thing working" then I'll be happy. "If I get the man of my dreams" then I'll be in heaven.
She is determined to get to the truth and once that happens the heroine is born.
But why is it then working for others, you still may be wondering? Because they have realized that they can serve and teach and be of contribution without it being the means to an end, without it being the primary purpose of their lives. It is just a service they are good in providing. It is not about the what but about the why. If you think it is "working" for others you already reveal your own attachments to the idea of the outside being the the source of your happiness or abundance.
We can all serve in many ways and the how's are available within the stories of our lives, yet for the rebel to get to that space is a more complicated journey. Because that is not what she opted in for. She came here for the whole ride of awakening to the next level of human consciousness. It is a bumpy ride, but that is what she is here for.
Why it is not working for her is because she pushes you over the edge, she is not happy with the illusion and she doesn't want you to buy that. It is not a wrongness of you if you keep failing at things, it is the strength of the rebel. She is doing her job. It is you being on your mission of awakening.
And to live on your purpose is to become allies with the rebel. Stop the fight before it stops you and listen to that what is now. That what you are refusing to receive right now by focusing your energies in the future success and happiness or the past failures.
Whatever the rebel fights with, however small, it is her way of showing you that what is not true.
She knows anything is possible in the world of forms once there is no fight within. No thoughts, no lies of separation. She becomes the life, she becomes all that is right now and when there is no resistance, the flow of life takes over. But it can only ever flow freely in the now, not in the future or in the past.
That flow begins to take form it becomes actions, words, expression of love, life, contribution to itself, an automatic cycle of giving and receiving. There is no means to an end there is awareness and being that is present to ONE self. There is ease, joy and magic.
There is the chaos of infinite possibilities, the divine surrender to the safety of the unknown.
When we think about our purpose, most of us instantly start thinking about our jobs, careers and service. That is what we are conditioned to do. But our purpose is being the awareness that we are right now to all what is.
Our mission as means of a job, a career or service to others is born from the being and it is only ever the secondary purpose of our lives.
It is the heroine who embodies the mission and she knows it is just a role she is taking in this play of consciousness. For she already knows there is only one heroine for each of us and that is always you.
When we listen to the rebel and stop all trying and move from the mind based consciousness to awareness based consciousness, we open the door to that blueprint of our souls. Yes, that really does exist, but it is not available until we choose to receive it and be it.
I work with the rebels who know there is something more and who are willing to become it. I don't work with people who just want to make more money, because it would be pointless, like I said before, if that would be what you truly wanted, you'd be there already. Within you, you know this is true.
So why not stop pretending that you want to succeed with your business, or your career and make more money, when that is not what you are after. I know you already know that the money is coming and the success is coming, but it is not what matters the most for you right now.
Why this is true for anyone who doesn't have it all yet is, because we always have all that we truly want, right now right here and the purpose of our life is to receive it as the best and the most valuable gift of our lives.
There is no time in the future we can be on our purpose, it is always now and once we learn to be on the purpose right now, we are always on the purpose. In that space the life that we are runs through us and the love, light and the truth of it burns away all that we thought was in the way of our happiness and abundance. That is the beginning of the heroine's mission.
The fight of the rebel is never pointless afterall.
Be magic,
Love Kati
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